Infinite Loop

every moment of every second i pride myself on achieving the best results in any thing that i do. But lately things haven't been going my way since i let people get the best of me seems like i'm in a INFINITE LOOP..THE meaner i become the harsher things happen. I see now that its up to me to remove myself from this INFINITE LOOP or just allow myself to get lost.

Black Child's Pledge

I pledge allegiance to my Black People.I pledge to develop my mind and body to the greatest extent possible.I will learn all that I can in order to give my best to my People in their struggle for liberation.I will keep myself physically fit, building a strong body free from drugs and other substances which weaken me and make me less capable of protecting myself, my family and my Black brothers and sisters.I will unselfishly share my knowledge and understanding with them in order to bring about change more quickly.I will discipline myself to direct my energies thoughtfully and constructively rather than wasting them in idle hatred.I will train myself never to hurt or allow others to harm my Black brothers and sisters for I recognize that we need every Black Man, Woman, and Child to be physically, mentally and psychologically strong.These principles I pledge to practice daily and to teach them to others in order to unite my People.

The Black Panther, October 26, 1968by Shirley Williams

SElf THOUGHT

I once told myself without my HEART in it
That no matta what i was gonna get it.
No one would NEVER again Hurt my SOUL.
For so long i've allowed people to turn me COLD.
So i start thinking and began to put MYSELF first.
And no matta what i always get hurt.
I've done some WRONG,I've caused some AGONY,
But i took so much they brought out the BAD in me.
My wall is so thick that i push them FARTHER.
Then again i ask myself is this my KARMA.

L.E.S.S.O.N.S

I always tell my self follow your heart and not your mind.Because you can feel one way but think another.Even tho following your mind isn't so bad because it give you the chance in life to learn by trial and error.And growing up with that philosophy is better because you know hands on what and what not to do.Which enables you to try and help prevent others from making the same mistakes you did.

L.O.V.E

Loving someone is everything that you imagine.Love doesn't hurt.Love doesn't make you cry uncontrollably.Love doesn't make you second guess yourself.Being in love is every thought of him makes you smile.Love is every time your near each other you have butterflies.Love doesn't have double standards.Love isn't always a one sided situation.Love is comprimising,and right'N each others wrong.Now thatz just simply love,

Nights to remember

Many nights of Fear and Wonder.
Creeks in the floors get close.
Extra Weary in Night of Thunder.
Close i hold my Sister she Means the Most.
No one to Call for my Protection.
So Constant Fight and Fuss.
Someone without Affection.
Made every night a must.
From Adolescent to Woman Made.
So Beautiful and Wise.
With time things Fade.
Strengthen with Irrelevant Crys.
Positively Ironic Ending.
Many years of Pain and Sorrow.
Thankful for a new beginning.
Blessed with another Tomorrow.

Its not that bad.

Everyone takes pride in worrying about the small things in life.No one takes a chance to realize that they are blessed in many ways.Waking up in the morning is the best blessing of them all.,,

"The sun shines for me once again.
I thank you lord for being my friend.
And giving me the chance to feel the wind".